Today I am sad.
Some might call it depression.
I am underemployed and I wonder if I am employable in the long term.
I looked at my Post Doc application again today. It’s very good. I’ve no idea about whether it will get up.
I’m applying for a job on the other side of the country. I’ve no idea whether I will be considered for the role.
I was awarded a teaching commendation for a job I’ve chosen to leave. I received the letter of congratulation yesterday.
I feel guilty for feeling sad. I have so much. So why do I feel so unfulfilled?